You know being in love is a little bit scary. I like the idea of emersing yourself completely into the feeling, because it's beautiful and amazing. But I don't like how much I grow to rely on that person emotionally. It makes you so weak and vulnerable when they're no longer around. Something anyone who knows me knows I've been through a lot.

It's the idea of being completely alone and empty that scares me. Being in loves sucks almost as much as it rules. It's like an oxymoron in it's own right.

Not to mention how unpredictable it is. At least the type of love I know is.

What do you do when they change their mind (again) ?

We need a type of handbook or something. Girls shouldn't have to always be the ones getting left behind.

On a brighter note going to the tattoo parlour next weekend (: I'll post a picture of what i'm getting.

Lovelove. Mary