so last night I went around to my friend Kate's house to watch Pride and Prejudice (the series OBV) not the icky movie with icky Kiera Knightly.

om nom nom nom Colin Firth



But then the boys showed up. And sadly they were not drinking. but it didnt matter Kate and I drank enough for all of them. Kate is also rather depressed you see. So a night of alcohol was needed. Only IMPROVED by the appearance of people of the male variety.

ANYWAYS two of them I didnt know very well. The other I have known my whole life and he too has recently has his sex life cut off and had no problem sending me the following message:

"Never say never mary ;) offer is always there"

Sadly (for him) he is like my brother and this message was instantly followed with an urge to be sick. No offence or anything M, just the truth :P

We started playing I Never though, which is never a smart idea when you're drunk and CERTAINLY not a smart idea when you're drunk and the boys are sober. I think the other guy was worshipping me by the end? And I did hook up with him, I felt a bit mean not to haha and besides, I miss being kissed. Except my suspicions have been proven correct. Facial hair is not good in anyway. It looks crap and it feels horrible. Most uncomfortable kissing ever. But a kiss nonetheless I suppose haha.

Anyway I woke up WITH NO HANGOVER. I felt like God for a day. I really did. Seriously. I actually considered calling the Pope and telling him Mary Macillop had performed her 3rd miracle. But thats when I remember that it was probably just because I'm awesome.

Uni sucks BEETEEDUBS.
I've now missed two quizes and there is no chance I'll ever catch up on anything. I dont even know why I bother. And being there makes me feel sick. It's just so... dangerous for me. Right now anyway.

On a side note the guy that I think I like - but am trying NOT to like for obvious reasons (in case you dont know what these are they include but are not limited to: falling apart all over again, drowning myself in feelings for another person only to discover I've been fucking them over the whole time, destroying a friendship with one of the best girls alive) - isnt showing any sign of liking me back .

Now whilst this is probably the best case scenario for me right now it's still kinda sad. I mean, according to M he is heaps shy but I havent gotten this impression? Is asking a guy out when youre not sure if theyre even interested a bad idea? Has anyone ever done this?

hmmm complicated.


anyway i think that's it for now. PROBS MORE SOON. TRY AND BE HAPPY AND LIVE, THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT DEATH EATERS WANT YOU TO DO .